Too soon to say goodbye.

Not much to blog about lately. Been staying at home .. take care of brother .. just chill .. yezzirrr. I liked last night conversation with baby. We were kinda random but they were pretty deep. We came up with some pretty dope quotes too!

mine:
"We laugh, we cry. We smille, we frown. We're happy, we're sad. We're sweet, We're bitter. We hug, we argue. We are friends, We are enemies. We are human, we are who we are. Hate it or love it, we gotta deal with each other one way or the other."

hers:
"The best & most beautiful things cannot be seen or even touched, they must be felt from the heart."

There's plenty more but too lazy to find them. Well thanks for the talk baby, it really made me happy. If only you looked at the moon with me -_- LOL.

Only one day left, oh my god! Wowowow so fast! I don't know whether I should be excited or upset. Happy to see my Canadians, but sad to leave everybody here .. especially Monica.

How about them Warriors? LOL. Goodbye Jamal Crawford, hello Acie Law and Speedy Claxton (AGAIN -_-). Idk man, Warriors, they are really something different. If they can get Amare Stoudemire by the end of summer, I will be very happy. And Stephen Curry with Monta Ellis? D: Hope that goes well.
AwfjaFALKfanLaksfmaw brain fart, adios!

Sunday Morning

..IS FUCKIN HOT ASS HELL!!!

Good morning everybody! How are you all doing. Well as for me, I am super tired because I haven't been getting enough sleep lately. I've been on the phone with Monica til 5 a.m., and 3 a.m. just last night. But s'all good, she hella misses me and I hella miss her too. It's going to be hard when I leave on Tuesday .. Hmm .. Let's just hope I make it safe. OMG WHAT IF THERE ARE TERRORISTS ON MY PLANE?! *knocks on wood* Haha, I know, I shouldn't mess around like that. But oh well, I'm bored. Not much happened this morning so I guess I'll let you know what's up later. Time to pack!

Hola senor! Ca va?

It's been a while, but great to be back. I don't know if anyone goes on here anymore but whatever.. I don't expect you to. Let's catch up! To start things off, I would like to say my heart is happily locked in with a very special person. Her name is Monica. I heard the bells ring and birds chirp as I said her name ;) HAHA that was so lame. But yeah, she's all I could ever ask for. The perfect soul-mate. She's my buddy, my bestfriend, my go-to person, my everything. I can count on her to help me out if I ever ran into any problem. I love how we can make each other smile through the hardest times, but what I don't love is how we're always feeling down over the dumbest reasons. But whatever, we'll stay strong no matter what. How did we meet? Well ... there's this music site called Loserboimusic and they have this chat-box, and we basically met on that xD. We started off as two strangers saying Hi to each other .. "how many m's do you need for your myspace? sheesh!" LOL (that was the first thing i said to her). So then I added her on myspace .. exchanged screen names, and we started talking even more. "vute sn" hahaha xD. I think it was that same night we had a late night conversation on the phone .. either that or it was the next night. The conversation brought us so close even though we've known each other for only a day or two. It was amazing. It was so deep and it brought us together in so many ways. We had so much in common and we had so much to talk about; we were basically two of a kind. I'm glad I met her. Everything came so fast, but it was well-worth it. She's always on my mind no matter what I do. Just thinking about her makes me smile and I bet she's thinking the same, right baby? Haha. I love you soooo much.

Not everything's going too well unfortunately. In 3 days I will be heading over to SFairport and make my way over to Canada. Yep, that's right, Canada .. again. And it won't be a short trip this time! Ima be staying there for the entire month of July, and you know what that means? No more late night conversations with baby anymore :/ It's so saddening! It wasn't even my idea in the first place! Parents+Jonjon are going to Cambodia with the entire family from dad's side and so I will be all myself. Mom doesn't want me to stay home alone cuz she doesn't trust me at all, so I gotta go to Canada and live with my grandparents. I guess it'll be a good thing that I will be seeing my cousins again, but bad cuz Monica and I will be very distant. But no worries! We will stay strong! Just promise me no flirting with other guys :P. Just think of this as a test for the both of us. This will determine our fate, yeah? Too bad I already know we're gonna be happy after everything! ;) I love love love love love you so so so so so much!

Well it was awesome posting up something new for once. Catch you all later! ..Time to get everything ready.

Nothing will ever change the fact that we love each other. Not a thing, not a person ... nothing. Baby it's only a month. A month won't do a whole lot between us, and believe me, there won't be anyone new. I promise. You're my everything and all I could ever ask for in a girl. I wouldn't want to ruin everything and end up regretting ever doing so. Please, stop worrying. You worrying just makes me worry too, and you know I don't like that. Just stay happy and continue to do your thing. But hey, you promised you'll stay in shape too, haha. You better keep your word!

It's that time of year again..

"Meet Michael Tien Vu

MTV, He’s your entertainment tonight. HAHA

I recently read Michael’s old blogs and He would evaluate some of the people he met. So I’m going to start doing that :D

Speaking of the devil, let’s start with Michael.

Hmm, you’re definitely not a gentleman, but you’re really nice. I hate how tall you are. You 6,4 BEAST! You have a cute smile, why do you need braces. HAHA when I first met you, I thought you were pretty cute, I think I made you feel quite awkward though. So I went up to you, used you to get an A in Diane’s class. :D YES you made a great grade with your basketball shorts.Personality wise, you’re so evenly well tempered. You’re kinda sensitive and love to make inside jokes. You don’t have free texting, D: YUCK. Hmm Other than that you’re my favorite neighbor. You gave me an egg when I was in need of making a cake. You ditched me for basketball plenty of times when we hang at the park. We made fun of mexican gangsters when we were doing our hw. You and Henry jumped out of the bushes to throw cookies at me. Always making me walk you home, YOU NEVER TAKE PICTURES WITH ME >:O, you’re just wonderful . (:"

Hahaha thanks for that evaluation Adrienne! 

Adrienne & Becca made my morning with this evaluation and also the picture comment on myspace. You guys are awesome x]

Birthday tomorrow! 17 17 17 17 17 D: 

Amen to that!

Tiring week with all this STAR testing, but at least it's almost over. Tomorrow got Life-science then finals for Chem .. gg! Saturday gotta take SAT at Andrew Hill, hopefully that goes well. But anywhooooooo .... Birthday on Monday! :D

Sorry for the 30-second songs. Apparently imeem  must ask permisssts to include full version of songs that is posted anywhere else other than imeem.

Where is the love?

So I've been begging my ma to let me live in Calgary for at least a year or so, just so I can get a feel of what it's like to be a Canadian actually living in Canada xD. It's possible though, since I'm a citizen &what not. I'm able to go to schools there. Well why not?! San Jose sucks anyway. So hot here too, I don't like it. Why am I the only one that lives in Cali. All my cousins are back in Canada while I'm here all by myself. Is this God's way of hating me? Haha sad life! But I've been told schools over there are very racial. They divide themselves into groups depending on their race and basically look after each other. I'll go there and join every group (: Sounds like a lot of fun. Especially with black guys running around with guns! Funny thing is, black people in Canada don't look intimidating at all! Over here, black people look like thugs and actual African "Americans" Over there, black people look like "African" Americans. Blacker than black, tall and skinnier than skinny ... you get the point. They look like they actually came from Africa (Judging from their skull sculpture). I'm not tryna be racist, I just think it's funny. I can imagine myself walking down the street and one of them pulling a spear out of their pants. Hahaha! Africa! But anyways, my mom thought about moving over there before. She was about to sell the house and start a Japanese restaurant with my uncle when the economy was still good. Waited too long and Bush killed us. It would've been cool. I like the people there. Omg, me with a white girlfriend ... siiiiikkee! They are pretty cute though to tell you the truth. Asians there, too. The only thing I'm not ready for is the family drama. Aunts fighting with their husbands and Uncles fighting with their wives. Too much gambling is the reason for all this. Please, don't ever gamble! 2 of my uncles are getting divorced and my aunt is also divorcing with her husband. After all these years, I can't believe they're gna end it just like that. It's not going to be the same anymore. But I thought couples were meant to go through hard times with each other. With a helping hand, anything is possible? I guess that doesn't apply in this scenario. I've been lied to!!!
Canada man .. It's something different. I love it.

Done blogging for today (:
GEEZ DI-AN-A

I'm tired of the same old wall I keep running into. Just when I think there's a possibility of a good life, there's always something that gets in the way. It's very annoying. I'm sitting here, reminiscing on the good times also wishing that I can go back in time to fix the wrongs. I'm such a fool. Nothing ever goes my way. I wish I can just .... I don't even know what to say. Bottom line is, I'm done with all this bull crap, I'm not getting hurt anymore. I'm going to drop everything and move on with my life. This is just another unnecessary obstacle put in my life. FTH.

What I needed, forreal.

Thank god for spring break, just what I needed. A week to go away from all this mess and just relax in my second life in Canada .. hopefully with less drama. Speaking of relaxation .. I might not blog for the upcoming week, so don't trip. I might though! Who knows. Just stop by once in a while.

John Legend is the way to go!

Just can't get enough of this.

If we can chill at a place like this, it would totally make my day.

SIKE!

MADE YOU LOOK!

Counselor Evaluation

Kay guys, since Diana wanted it so bad, I'm going to finish off the evaluation I owe from the camp.

So first of all, let's start with Paul.
Paul aka Platypus, when I first saw/met you, I thought you were loud, obnoxious, etc. You were always talking about random stuff and yeah (and yeah), I thought of you as "just another sophomore" But you proved me wrong when we actually had that one-on-one time during the first all-nighter. You showed me how much we have in common (cept for the height difference & what not). You're so smart, and so open-minded about everything and I love how you acted all nice and calm when you were talking to the kids and then calling them annoying b's when they walk away. Don't forget how you made 3 kids cry. LOL! I'll never forget the night we listened to the snoring symphony together and just picking on nha's grunt nonstop. Hahaha, it's so funny to scare you when you tell me your stories ..
Mongoose - "You just reminded me of something scary."
Platypus - "OH HELL NO, NO, NO, NO, TN, NO"
HAHAHAHA. I am so glad you were assigned to my group, I couldn't have asked for a better cabin mate. I'll never forget the 4 days with such a wonderful person. We see the world in the same perspective and see life as something that should be cherished forever.

Di-an-a (only one N) aka Sunshine, when I first met you, you were just as loud&obnoxious as Paul (you wanted something bad right?). Not really obnoxious, but you were just loud about everything. If you had to something to say, you made sure we heard it. Not quite sure about what you were wearing on the first day though .. Haha!
You're very very nice, caring, optimistic, so full of energy, and full of life. I'm pretty sure Ne-yo dedicated "Miss Independent" to you. Thanks for being my hiking buddy and filled my camping trip with laughter. Next time we go hiking in the dark, we gotta get a bunch of girls in front of us k? Hahaha, such life savers eh? Your free spirit is very attractive. You're very pretty and deserve the best out of a man. I love hooking arms with you during cold nights, and just asking for chicken, hahaha. Thanks for the starbursts though! Didn't really help, but enough sugar to help keep me awake. I had so much fun with you, we gotta go again next year! WOAH BRO! Nyquil&Dayquil!! And NO! YOU DO NOT HAVE CANCER!
p.s. How could you come to a camp just for a beach? That's terrible! :)

Kevin aka Badger, I've known you since freshmen year, but spending just 4 days together, my perspective towards you totally changed. At first, when I saw you, I knew you were all about guns, girls, jail, booz, cars, and what not. Wait, actually no, my perspective hasn't changed at all. You were still all about guns, girls, jail, booz, cars, and what not. LOL HAHA JK! But yeah you're a super cool guy, so nice&caring, and just looking out for everyone. Thanks for waking me up during breakfast with that Hunded thingy thing you do even though I don't get it. But most of all, thanks for walking with me during my duty time and just helping me out with the situations I'm in. Even today, we're still talking about it, and you're a full-time support. I'm so glad I convinced you to come along with me. Dude, if I ever had to choose either you or maryann to go again, I'd choose you (sorry hippo, LOL) . Kay, just promise me though, that you'll stay clean. You have to go with me again next year.

Last but not least ...
Marisa aka Panda.
When I first saw you, I thought to myself "Oh geez, here comes another cute girl .." I thought you were gna be those super clean freaks who nag just about everything. But, boy, I regret thinking about that. You showed me just how willing you were to work with these kids. Getting down and dirty, and oh god .. those nasty scratching noises when you play basketball .. gives me the chills. Haha, you're chill though. Sorry I've been so shy and kept inside my shell the first few days, should've been more open sooner (goes for everyone). Thanks for that flower you gave me .. even though it fell to the ground and got sweeped up! LOL! Aha. You already know I thought you were innocent. Mhm .. so much for innocent eh? Everything came at me so fast, it was quite shocking, but I'm over it. I'm super tired right now, but seriously, this thing can keep on going. So .. I'm done :) LET'S GO GET SOME WINGSTOP!

COUNSELORS ARE HECKA TIGHT!

Sempervirens Camp!

This place is so much fun! From the kids, the counselors, the staff - all great people. Thanks guys for helping me experience something worth-while and I'll never forget these awesome 4 days we had together! All the counselors were great, especially Kevin (Badger), Paul (Platypus), Marisa (Panda), Diana (Sunshine). We were the Big 5 :) Thanks for the all-nighter! I wish we could have stayed for at least another week, but oh well. There's always next year, so don't forget to invite me!
Myrtle Silver-spotted Butterflies will stay inside me forever! Paul and I will always remember the snoring symphony, thank you butterflies for making each and every day as exciting as it was. Please stay safe and also stay in school!

Coming to the great forest, I've realized that the world is rapidly dying. The world is so corrupt, no one seems to see that. The kids know so much; it was overwhelming, especially when they started to talk about drugs, singing soulja boy songs and so much other crap. I hope this little program will hopefully change their lives some how and guide them to a better path. Bottom line is, we have to find a way to slow down the world and quit relying on technology and better mother nature.

"..Take it slow ... "
- Ordinary people, John Legend.

Thought of the moment.

Everybody is worried about the distance put in between us. But what they don't realize is that we all share the same exact sun. What you see from there, is what I see from here, and what billions of other people also see over there.

Marques Houston - Circle.mp3

The song says it all. Everything I'm feeling about her, he explained it to ya.

So what's new? Well I finally got my ma's approval to build my own computer, but she was still trippy about it so whatever. about $827 all together :) It's gna be a beast. Oh, and it's gonna be named after my friend, Joanne. Hahaha "Property of Joanne" Anyway, I'm still debating wether or not I should do my homework .. either that or I can just wait till tomorrow and ask some one for theirs and copy it. I'm trying to make Monday as easy as possible since it's my only school day. Got an assembly tomorrow, titled "Battle of the Classes," Go Juniors!!! Tuesday, I'm leaving with Kevin to Walden West and gang up on little kids. Oh wait .. little kids gang up on us.* I'm actually excited just to leave everything behind me for 4 days. Yes, including you, Maryann. LOL! 100 hours of community service, here I come!

kevin: GET ME MCDONALDS!
kids: but were in the mountains
kevin: BITCH GET WALKING!
kevin: *SMACK*

By the time I come back, I gotta study my ass off to make up tests I'm about to miss. *Sigh* but whatever, it's for a good cause right? Afterwards, hopefully if I have time and all the parts, I will put my beastly computer together and let it shine ;).

.. Stay tuned ..

Just because ...

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Warm welcome

It's great to be back! Haven't blogged in a while due to school work & what not. Well so what's been going on in my life? So many things... Before I say anything I just want to tell you I'm going to Canada for Spring Break :D. Ohhh yesss, I'll be back with my white folks.

So so so so my grades were kinda bad (emphasis on 'were'), like a 3.2 gpa and yeah, so disappointed in myself. New semester started and I'm tryna keep up at least a 3.5, hopefully a 3.8. Umm .. OH! So a friend back in elementary found me on myspace and boy does she look different (in a good way). Haha, we talked for a bit on aim a couple of days later and she pulls off that samara shit! The ring lady, if you don't know. She tryna scare me by saying she gonna pop up right next to my bed and sht. LOL! cleared the chat box evertime she said something, so glad I did .. otherwise i woulda been paranoid. Have I ever told you I've seen a 'shadow' before? It's true! It's winter break and I got this entire week off. There's not much to do since it's pouring right now, and I hafta stay home and take care of Jonabro. LAME!

I know I have something to say, something deep, but I just can't. Not yet. I can't really explain my feelings right now. It's annoying forsure, but it's been a while and I don't know how to word my inner thoughts. It's like tryna solve soduko with only 1 number on the chart (impossible).

Well I'll see what's up for later, stay tuned!

My 2-week break is over! .. NOOOO!!! Goddamit, gotta go back to school-how lame. Why did it go by so fast?! I didn't even enjoy it! I was starting to .. but noooooooo it's almost over now. Wow this is so retarded, I can keep going on about this if I wanted to. I'm not ready to go back!

Nothing really happened today. Mom's still away from home and I spent my day ... talking to my buddies. Kept switching between the 360 and my computer and yeah, voila. My Life haha. I can't think right now, I need another deep night, this isn't it.