Amen to that!

Tiring week with all this STAR testing, but at least it's almost over. Tomorrow got Life-science then finals for Chem .. gg! Saturday gotta take SAT at Andrew Hill, hopefully that goes well. But anywhooooooo .... Birthday on Monday! :D

Sorry for the 30-second songs. Apparently imeem  must ask permisssts to include full version of songs that is posted anywhere else other than imeem.

Where is the love?

So I've been begging my ma to let me live in Calgary for at least a year or so, just so I can get a feel of what it's like to be a Canadian actually living in Canada xD. It's possible though, since I'm a citizen &what not. I'm able to go to schools there. Well why not?! San Jose sucks anyway. So hot here too, I don't like it. Why am I the only one that lives in Cali. All my cousins are back in Canada while I'm here all by myself. Is this God's way of hating me? Haha sad life! But I've been told schools over there are very racial. They divide themselves into groups depending on their race and basically look after each other. I'll go there and join every group (: Sounds like a lot of fun. Especially with black guys running around with guns! Funny thing is, black people in Canada don't look intimidating at all! Over here, black people look like thugs and actual African "Americans" Over there, black people look like "African" Americans. Blacker than black, tall and skinnier than skinny ... you get the point. They look like they actually came from Africa (Judging from their skull sculpture). I'm not tryna be racist, I just think it's funny. I can imagine myself walking down the street and one of them pulling a spear out of their pants. Hahaha! Africa! But anyways, my mom thought about moving over there before. She was about to sell the house and start a Japanese restaurant with my uncle when the economy was still good. Waited too long and Bush killed us. It would've been cool. I like the people there. Omg, me with a white girlfriend ... siiiiikkee! They are pretty cute though to tell you the truth. Asians there, too. The only thing I'm not ready for is the family drama. Aunts fighting with their husbands and Uncles fighting with their wives. Too much gambling is the reason for all this. Please, don't ever gamble! 2 of my uncles are getting divorced and my aunt is also divorcing with her husband. After all these years, I can't believe they're gna end it just like that. It's not going to be the same anymore. But I thought couples were meant to go through hard times with each other. With a helping hand, anything is possible? I guess that doesn't apply in this scenario. I've been lied to!!!
Canada man .. It's something different. I love it.

Done blogging for today (:
GEEZ DI-AN-A

I'm tired of the same old wall I keep running into. Just when I think there's a possibility of a good life, there's always something that gets in the way. It's very annoying. I'm sitting here, reminiscing on the good times also wishing that I can go back in time to fix the wrongs. I'm such a fool. Nothing ever goes my way. I wish I can just .... I don't even know what to say. Bottom line is, I'm done with all this bull crap, I'm not getting hurt anymore. I'm going to drop everything and move on with my life. This is just another unnecessary obstacle put in my life. FTH.

What I needed, forreal.

Thank god for spring break, just what I needed. A week to go away from all this mess and just relax in my second life in Canada .. hopefully with less drama. Speaking of relaxation .. I might not blog for the upcoming week, so don't trip. I might though! Who knows. Just stop by once in a while.

John Legend is the way to go!

Just can't get enough of this.

If we can chill at a place like this, it would totally make my day.

SIKE!

MADE YOU LOOK!

Counselor Evaluation

Kay guys, since Diana wanted it so bad, I'm going to finish off the evaluation I owe from the camp.

So first of all, let's start with Paul.
Paul aka Platypus, when I first saw/met you, I thought you were loud, obnoxious, etc. You were always talking about random stuff and yeah (and yeah), I thought of you as "just another sophomore" But you proved me wrong when we actually had that one-on-one time during the first all-nighter. You showed me how much we have in common (cept for the height difference & what not). You're so smart, and so open-minded about everything and I love how you acted all nice and calm when you were talking to the kids and then calling them annoying b's when they walk away. Don't forget how you made 3 kids cry. LOL! I'll never forget the night we listened to the snoring symphony together and just picking on nha's grunt nonstop. Hahaha, it's so funny to scare you when you tell me your stories ..
Mongoose - "You just reminded me of something scary."
Platypus - "OH HELL NO, NO, NO, NO, TN, NO"
HAHAHAHA. I am so glad you were assigned to my group, I couldn't have asked for a better cabin mate. I'll never forget the 4 days with such a wonderful person. We see the world in the same perspective and see life as something that should be cherished forever.

Di-an-a (only one N) aka Sunshine, when I first met you, you were just as loud&obnoxious as Paul (you wanted something bad right?). Not really obnoxious, but you were just loud about everything. If you had to something to say, you made sure we heard it. Not quite sure about what you were wearing on the first day though .. Haha!
You're very very nice, caring, optimistic, so full of energy, and full of life. I'm pretty sure Ne-yo dedicated "Miss Independent" to you. Thanks for being my hiking buddy and filled my camping trip with laughter. Next time we go hiking in the dark, we gotta get a bunch of girls in front of us k? Hahaha, such life savers eh? Your free spirit is very attractive. You're very pretty and deserve the best out of a man. I love hooking arms with you during cold nights, and just asking for chicken, hahaha. Thanks for the starbursts though! Didn't really help, but enough sugar to help keep me awake. I had so much fun with you, we gotta go again next year! WOAH BRO! Nyquil&Dayquil!! And NO! YOU DO NOT HAVE CANCER!
p.s. How could you come to a camp just for a beach? That's terrible! :)

Kevin aka Badger, I've known you since freshmen year, but spending just 4 days together, my perspective towards you totally changed. At first, when I saw you, I knew you were all about guns, girls, jail, booz, cars, and what not. Wait, actually no, my perspective hasn't changed at all. You were still all about guns, girls, jail, booz, cars, and what not. LOL HAHA JK! But yeah you're a super cool guy, so nice&caring, and just looking out for everyone. Thanks for waking me up during breakfast with that Hunded thingy thing you do even though I don't get it. But most of all, thanks for walking with me during my duty time and just helping me out with the situations I'm in. Even today, we're still talking about it, and you're a full-time support. I'm so glad I convinced you to come along with me. Dude, if I ever had to choose either you or maryann to go again, I'd choose you (sorry hippo, LOL) . Kay, just promise me though, that you'll stay clean. You have to go with me again next year.

Last but not least ...
Marisa aka Panda.
When I first saw you, I thought to myself "Oh geez, here comes another cute girl .." I thought you were gna be those super clean freaks who nag just about everything. But, boy, I regret thinking about that. You showed me just how willing you were to work with these kids. Getting down and dirty, and oh god .. those nasty scratching noises when you play basketball .. gives me the chills. Haha, you're chill though. Sorry I've been so shy and kept inside my shell the first few days, should've been more open sooner (goes for everyone). Thanks for that flower you gave me .. even though it fell to the ground and got sweeped up! LOL! Aha. You already know I thought you were innocent. Mhm .. so much for innocent eh? Everything came at me so fast, it was quite shocking, but I'm over it. I'm super tired right now, but seriously, this thing can keep on going. So .. I'm done :) LET'S GO GET SOME WINGSTOP!

COUNSELORS ARE HECKA TIGHT!

Sempervirens Camp!

This place is so much fun! From the kids, the counselors, the staff - all great people. Thanks guys for helping me experience something worth-while and I'll never forget these awesome 4 days we had together! All the counselors were great, especially Kevin (Badger), Paul (Platypus), Marisa (Panda), Diana (Sunshine). We were the Big 5 :) Thanks for the all-nighter! I wish we could have stayed for at least another week, but oh well. There's always next year, so don't forget to invite me!
Myrtle Silver-spotted Butterflies will stay inside me forever! Paul and I will always remember the snoring symphony, thank you butterflies for making each and every day as exciting as it was. Please stay safe and also stay in school!

Coming to the great forest, I've realized that the world is rapidly dying. The world is so corrupt, no one seems to see that. The kids know so much; it was overwhelming, especially when they started to talk about drugs, singing soulja boy songs and so much other crap. I hope this little program will hopefully change their lives some how and guide them to a better path. Bottom line is, we have to find a way to slow down the world and quit relying on technology and better mother nature.

"..Take it slow ... "
- Ordinary people, John Legend.