Where is the love?

So I've been begging my ma to let me live in Calgary for at least a year or so, just so I can get a feel of what it's like to be a Canadian actually living in Canada xD. It's possible though, since I'm a citizen &what not. I'm able to go to schools there. Well why not?! San Jose sucks anyway. So hot here too, I don't like it. Why am I the only one that lives in Cali. All my cousins are back in Canada while I'm here all by myself. Is this God's way of hating me? Haha sad life! But I've been told schools over there are very racial. They divide themselves into groups depending on their race and basically look after each other. I'll go there and join every group (: Sounds like a lot of fun. Especially with black guys running around with guns! Funny thing is, black people in Canada don't look intimidating at all! Over here, black people look like thugs and actual African "Americans" Over there, black people look like "African" Americans. Blacker than black, tall and skinnier than skinny ... you get the point. They look like they actually came from Africa (Judging from their skull sculpture). I'm not tryna be racist, I just think it's funny. I can imagine myself walking down the street and one of them pulling a spear out of their pants. Hahaha! Africa! But anyways, my mom thought about moving over there before. She was about to sell the house and start a Japanese restaurant with my uncle when the economy was still good. Waited too long and Bush killed us. It would've been cool. I like the people there. Omg, me with a white girlfriend ... siiiiikkee! They are pretty cute though to tell you the truth. Asians there, too. The only thing I'm not ready for is the family drama. Aunts fighting with their husbands and Uncles fighting with their wives. Too much gambling is the reason for all this. Please, don't ever gamble! 2 of my uncles are getting divorced and my aunt is also divorcing with her husband. After all these years, I can't believe they're gna end it just like that. It's not going to be the same anymore. But I thought couples were meant to go through hard times with each other. With a helping hand, anything is possible? I guess that doesn't apply in this scenario. I've been lied to!!!
Canada man .. It's something different. I love it.

Done blogging for today (:
GEEZ DI-AN-A

I'm tired of the same old wall I keep running into. Just when I think there's a possibility of a good life, there's always something that gets in the way. It's very annoying. I'm sitting here, reminiscing on the good times also wishing that I can go back in time to fix the wrongs. I'm such a fool. Nothing ever goes my way. I wish I can just .... I don't even know what to say. Bottom line is, I'm done with all this bull crap, I'm not getting hurt anymore. I'm going to drop everything and move on with my life. This is just another unnecessary obstacle put in my life. FTH.